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Name: Kounyia
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Birthday: 3/11/1989
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Thursday, April 17, 2008

Doubt

...Doubt...

I hate this feeling, I hate this emotion. The endless thoughts of what ifs and maybes. What if we're too different? What if I'm not who you think I am? What if the only reason we can't seem to get over each other is because we didn't get to finish what we started? What if things end differently then what we think? Am I the only one with this emotion? The only one with these thoughts?

But when I sit here and think about it...This is just how life is huh? So what, if we meet and we're not meant to be then we're not right? Maybe what we need to do is finish what we started, and if there is need to start a new chapter then we will right? Maybe you don't know if I'm who you think I am yet and I don't know if you're who i think you are, and we need to explore that aspect.

In conclusion, I think the real thing that I'm scared of is,
What if your not the one for me?

But me thinking that is me doubting you and i
don't want to doubt you...


Sunday, April 13, 2008

Mad

So how come when us "asians" want to take off work we gotta have some kind of national holiday but when the white girls want a day off they can just not sign up for that day? I hate those stupid girls at work they get on my last nerves!!! ARRRGGHH!!!! and charles....he's...i donno, i don't even have a word for is. He's annoying but at times hes not. He never wants to talk to me about anything. *sighs* i donno what to do anymore. Jerelle needs to hurry up and come down here.


Thursday, November 29, 2007

confused...

to think that everything was finally over, i guess i was wrong. i thought i was ready to start walking again, though i tried a couple times i didn't succeed. i believe that my heart isn't strong enough to see you. i know that if i see you now, i'll just fall again.

it's taken a while for me to mold my heart together again. to mend all the torn places and the tears. to find the missing pieces and put them back where they belong. why are you trying to reopen the freshly healed wounds of my heart.

after all this, and that, i don't know what to think or do. yet my heart still says to hold on, "don't let that love go".

what love i ask myself. the love that made me cry buckets of water. the love that left my heart shattered in millions of shards. the love that hurt me so many times in so many ways.

yet my heart says don't give up, "don't give up on love"

after all of this i find i don't want to let go or give up on love. but in the end will it really be worth all that i've been through. will i even make it to the end. if not will i be able to accept failure.

yet my heart says it will be okay.

can i trust you with my heart?

a part of me is just saying "i don't care anymore, i just want to be with you" to run into your arms and just stay there forever, are you as crazy about me as i am you? is your heart so full with emotion right now that it's ready to explode at any moment? are thoughts of seeing each other again making your heart hesitate? making your heart not know which path is the right way?

is your heart confused? is your heart confused like my heart is?


Friday, November 09, 2007

I am thankful that there are people like this out in the world

I read this article....
it's sad how us hmong teenagers don't really know the sacraficese that our parents and grandparents have had to made.....

you guys should go read it.

READ THIS


GEORIGA HMONG NEW YEAR!!!!

is tomorrow! ^_^ I can't wait -- I need to go buy some new movies to watch... ^_^



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